When you take responsibility for your personal development, your path and your outcomes, you may find that you do one key thing fundamentally differently, you approach the world from the perspective of "I decide". Instead of being led by the flow, you take a stand, and decide "I am the change" I want to see.
When the chips are down, the best businesses become more aggresive in pursuit of their goals, but are increasingly flexible on their strategies. The same applies to you! Stop searching for jobs and start engaging as if you are already doing the job you were meant to.